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The Ghostship
Persoonlijk | 09 Oktober 2005 | 17:04:45

This ship on the water

Without sailors
The ghost ship
No direction
Goes where the wind will lead
Not able to make a choice
Until the storm comes

~eLNI~

 

 

 

 
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what feels right...
words... | 05 April 2006 | 17:35:21
Touched by the words
The written pieces of distress
Makes me restless
And he who confesses
It’s not all that senseless
  
But still… there’s no sound
It’s never going to be clear
It’s never going to be near
Still I see you shouting
All your words…
Coming out
Too loud…
  
Do what feels right
Then you will be all right
But how can I make it right
When everything still
Feels right
  
Don’t understand
I can’t even comprehend
It’s not all innocent
Stop making all
These promises
   
But still… there’s no sound
It’s never going to be clear
It’s never going to be near
Still I see something
All the words
Keep spreading out
   
Do what feels right
It’s all going to be damn right
But how will it ever be right
When I still don’t feel all right
When I still feel I am in this fight
 
~elni~

 
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The frozen flower
Persoonlijk | words... | 28 December 2005 | 14:42:53

I will remain the same

Like the frozen flower
 My colour won’t fade
 
Every secret is being kept
Feeling cold inside
 It will remain the same
   
But only inside
   
Like the frozen flower
 On the picture
 You made
   
You know what’s inside
   
It won’t fade away
   
It’s the secret
 Of me and you

 ~eLNi~
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I She
Persoonlijk | 09 Oktober 2005 | 19:49:05
She made a decision
She made it all alone
The heart spoke
Outside was clear
Light became brighter
It was all she need
Out of the prison
Into the fight
She knew she was right
I felt sorry
And didn’t know
What to do
Alone was all
I could ever do
The fear got bigger
No one to turn to
She made a decision
She made it alone
The light came along
And I went away
 
~ eLNi ~
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Persoonlijk | 09 Oktober 2005 | 19:19:19
What is it that I could do
She asked herself
Lost in faith
Lost in memory
 
The big house showed its marks
The change was bound to come
 
All she saw was light
 
~ But there was no light
Too much wind inside
Not a place for change inside ~
 
She asked herself
What is it that I could do
No answer from inside
She went on
 
Away from the fire
And entered a door
 
She closed the door
She chose the light outside
And went on into the blurry night
 
Reached out for a change inside
Knowing it would come
After leaving it all alone
 
Knowing, it’s only bound to be found
Without history’s sound
Without his history
Without its sound
 
~eLNi ~
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set free
Persoonlijk | 09 Oktober 2005 | 19:12:40

My mind is still there

Looking for life

Dreaming of life

My life is in a memory

Want to set it free
 
 
~eLNi ~

 
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The room
Persoonlijk | 09 Oktober 2005 | 19:10:52
And the room is there again
 
She could see it
 
What makes her different
She was aware of her difference
Took it with grace
Could not give it a place
And was it because of not being satisfied
Was it caused by her own fright
   
The room is there again
Four walls and a door

It’s closed.

~eLNi ~
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a memory...
Persoonlijk | 09 Oktober 2005 | 18:52:02
You never finish anything
Hearing the same words
It has been  years
It felt like hell
Hearing that voice
 
What is it
That breaks the silence
The stream
The energy
 
What is it that counts
The steps you make
On the stairway
 
The sound of breaking silence
The heads in the clouds light up
Their faces facing down on you
But you see it
It is not fading away
You will face it…
Well hey, if you don’t talk
That is the answer you get
Sometimes life reveals it’s mystery
Sometimes I drown in my own history
 
~eLNi ~
 
 
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Leaving it
Persoonlijk | 09 Oktober 2005 | 17:02:00
Close the book
It’s nothing but a memory
Leave it behind
Move on
You do know this wood
And her secrets
It’s the good place
Move on
Cover the traces
Move on
The time is there
Show your fearless paces
 
~eLNi~
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Building a Mind
Persoonlijk | 09 Oktober 2005 | 16:48:43

Building a Mind

 

I feel inside myself…
Some light is coming
   
From inside myself
I see the light coming 
Diving into the free
Free mind is falling
Down to earth
   
Thoughts floating
Upwards
Wind is sharing spirits
They are fighting for trespassing
Allowing me to cross some steps
Making life alive
 
Backwards…
   
Rolling head over heals
Freedom of spirit
Stepping some stones
Moving the rocks of rock n roll
   
Stones lighter…
   
Deep in mind
Conquering the fights within
Bridges building
Across all paths
Making crossing possible within
Labyrinths of the soul
   
Crystallizing visions
Plants growing upwards
Souls of shadow
Sunbeams describing air
Breathing freshness
Air building mind
 ~  I am building my mind
 
 
~ eLNi ~

 
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A start...
Persoonlijk | 09 Oktober 2005 | 16:36:37
The passes and the voices
The runnings and the choices
The mind and the body
 
I got to tell my soul that I am sorry
 
Sorry for neglecting the realness
and the beginning I always forget to recognize
 
And suddenly it was there,
the place where the light never got in
It was there
And I got in
You let me step in
And now I am ready to begin
I am ready to let go,
to see and feel
I am here and will never go
I can stop the play now
I can stop to play...
    because I know...
    what is real
 
 
~ eLNi ~
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